Thanks for this lovely message. Im not going to do anything tonight. Im going to think about asking for my meds to be upped or something. <3 Yes ive drunk a little bit of water. I got drunk the other night.
I am trying so hard to not self harm. I mean, wheres the point in that? Instead im slowly killing myself by not drinking water. So i drink a glass of wine. My mind makes no fucking sense, does it?
I am struggling so much.
Havent eaten properly for about 5 days now. Still havent drunk water. I’ve had two coffee’s today and since mums gone out i’ve decided to have a wine after some exercise. My mind is telling me not to but im trying to tell it to just shut up.
I am feeling so hopeless.