“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33Chr
Pain is not your enemy.
Your heart is the only place you will have control. God gave you control over your heart. Through the trials take your heart and fight.
If your not anchored to the goodness of God. If you dont know who your father is. If you aren’t convinced that he is good. You will lower your theology to fit your pain and match it when a trial comes along.
Im really thinking my family should get home soon because i feel like i can’t stop drinking this wine!! not good!!
Thanks for this lovely message. Im not going to do anything tonight. Im going to think about asking for my meds to be upped or something. <3 Yes ive drunk a little bit of water. I got drunk the other night.
I am trying so hard to not self harm. I mean, wheres the point in that? Instead im slowly killing myself by not drinking water. So i drink a glass of wine. My mind makes no fucking sense, does it?